The following was a comment left here. I decided to make it an article for the sake of visibility and for others comments.
No way to really put this than to go ahead and say it… I believe I might be possessed by a succubus. Why do I say this? I currently have a boyfriend, been with him for two years. When I met him, he started having nightmares and dreams where he will have intense orgasms. He is also very attached to me, and I can easily control him. Sometimes when I am around him or away from him for too long, he gets ulcers and will throw up blood. He has even said that during sex with me, it is the best feeling he has ever had.
I have an intense sexual drive, though I cannot ever emotionally connect during sex. If I try, it is no fun nor pleasurable and just feels awkward. Lust during sex is what I thrive for. Though at times, sex is very boring to me, but I use it to control my boyfriend… even other men.
Yes, I am in a relationship. But over the past few months, every man I talk to becomes attracted and very attached to me. I have them wrapped around my finger, and though I don’t mean to, I can control them with sex. Not even physical, I can do this over skype by revealing my body to these men. I don’t mean to do these things with them… I can’t control it.
The majority of all of these relationships starts soley with them “Falling in love” with me emotionally.. nothing sexual until I choose that it is the right time to start doing sexual things. They become obsessed with me, claim they are madly in love with me and want to live the rest of their life with me, and if I don’t talk to them for a few hours they either become very anxious or very depressed… It’s very annoying. Some of them abandon their friends and family for me. One just recently attempted suicide when I decided to try to end things with him due to the guilt that I was feeling. He’s in the ICU now.
I do feel guilt for the things I do but I also feel pleasure, joy, control. It’s like I feed off of it and I want it, I love this power. It feels wonderful. But I think the normal side of me is feeling guilty. It’s like I’m battling myself, my real self, and the succubus inside of me.
I’ve been told that I’m enchanting. Men commonly allow me to control them, to hurt them, rape them mentally, emotionally. I know I’m doing it, I enjoy it. It gives me energy, makes me feel powerful.
I have noticed that even when I go into public, men all around will stop and stare at me. Though that would normally make a woman irritated or feel violated, I enjoy it. I like to imagine myself having wonderful, lustful sex with all of these men that stare at me, especially with the ones that give me control over them.
Though I feel guilty about the one who attempted suicide a few days ago, I’m also smiling right now because that is how much control I have over people just by sex. …And now I am with his one of his best friends.
Awhile back, something came over me, an intense sexual urge and the fantasy to allow myself to lie in bed nude and imagine the strong, powerful, pleasurable feeling that would be sex with a demon. I had the longest stamina and the strongest orgasm that day. Since then, the above things have occurred.
Not positive I am, but I would love your opinion on this…
Do you think I am a succubus, or possessed by one?